Thursday, December 18, 2008

another christmass around

another christmass is around. but this time I am far from home, in the land of christmass trees and gifts!!! you can smell it from the weather, from the earth, every where.
But why I can not enjoy it as I want to? what happened to me? am I growing up? I don't want to be an adult if this is what I suppose to be! I hate my self.
where is that energetic girl who can laugh whenever she want? I miss her. I lost her. hope she return back when I return back home.
sometimes afraid of never see her again. what if she is really gone? like that little frog who left Zizi's heart to show him that he grow up. I don't want to grow up. I don't want to.....

2 comments:

Mostafa said...

Don't be affraid that much, U'll soon adapt to the new conditions... Wish U a merry christmass and a happy new year. Hope everything goes very well for ya buddy.
take care of urself.

Louise said...

The frog is in your heart... it just has gone to sleep for a while. Or maybe, it has gone to chase some girl... :D