compliments

its bad getting used to compliments and then suddenly find yourself alone. used to hearing "you are hot", "you are beautiful", "we are happy to be with you" ,"what a beautiful dress"...
and then silence.have no one around. you are no body. just one of all these foreginers who come here and should go. they don't try to understand you. you are not welcome. this is up to you to make yourself comfortable. to force them understand you...

Crazy days and nights

spending two days! almost your weekends! just writing a paper for a course which is just a stupid compulsary course is crazy!
spending nights, crying for your mom, family and hometwon is crazy!
spending weeks, counting days to reach the end is crazy!
being happy by counting passing days is crazy!!!
oh crazy crazy girl.... you almost kill yourself to reach here and now just became that much crazy that you think you can not go to the END!!!
I know you are crazy. the point is do you know it also?

left behind

its terrible thinking you left behind. its terrible thinking others are better than you. that you can't do all those they can.
don't know why I feel like that. just feel I left behind!!!